Label of love

2010-11-10T20:07:00.001+08:00

I got so many pictures to post and I'm quite very lazy to post them all. And my blog is seriously rotting but who cares? Anything just stay tune on my facebook. Hehehe! :) Bai people.

9 Oct 2010.

2010-10-13T23:37:00.000+08:00

Jumbo Seafood ; Aaron's hotel party! :)

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=237199&id=717138856&l=a75ff77f2d

With loves.

2010-10-13T20:40:00.002+08:00

Bby bought me a samsung camera, model PL150 :) Hehehe, it's the one I said I like with the front camera :) It's in gold somemore. Hehehe, I think it looks better in real life than in pictures. Hehehe. OMG, it was a so called surprise but I manage to guess it. Thanks bby for the failed surprise, I love you for doting me so much. I love the camera but I love you even more. Muacks. Thanks for everything. :) Below are those pictures we took on that day! :)

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=237163&id=717138856&l=2c4264982b

5th Oct 2010

2010-10-13T19:30:00.001+08:00

Enjoy life ttm. :)

2010-10-13T19:24:00.000+08:00

Another new collection, named xiao bai! :)

2 Oct 2010 ; Out with cliques! :)

2010-10-07T17:22:00.000+08:00

Pictures not according. Lazy! Hehehehe! :)

I love my C.L.I.Q.U.E.S!

Meet up soon again peeps! :)

Happy 20th birthday

2010-09-24T19:30:00.000+08:00

4th Sept 2010,

Pictures are from bottom to top. Too lazy to shift accordingly. Hehehe, bear with me. (: Alright, It was Linken's birthday and then the next day was club day! ((: Hehehe. His bday pictures are at the bottom and before club pictures were at the top! ^^v Ciao, enjoy.

Silly Boy (:

2010-09-24T18:58:00.000+08:00

Bby, I have never found someone just as faithful as you, as good as you and I love you for treating me like a little princess and protecting me. (: Thank god for giving me such a precious gift and knowing you is blissful enough. Never wanna let go your hands. Love you Kelvin! ((:

Obstacles.

2010-09-06T17:05:00.000+08:00

Dearest Laopo, I hope everything gonna be fine. It hurts to see you break down almost everyday and I'm looking forward to see your pretty smile again. This month is a hectic month full of ups and downs. I believe we can overcome all this with you. Don't worry for us because we gonna be just fine. Please take good care of yourself alright. Rmb I'm just a call away and I'm just a cab away too. Love you much! ((: Jia you!

Two is better than one.

2010-08-25T16:34:00.001+08:00

Good looks attract the eyes, personality attracts the heart.

2010-08-14T16:41:00.002+08:00

It's over between me and you.

It's time to put a full stop and don't regret because in life we have much more better things to be sad of.

Although we have many memories but soon it will be fade and turn into black and white.

The path u have clear for me to walk out safety, please be okay quick. (:

Forever rmb you, Joey!

7 Aug 2010 @ Bugis.

2010-08-14T16:11:00.005+08:00

Pictures all fucking not in sequence because I'm super lazy. Hehehe! Alright. Till Here, ever since I know you, I'm happy everyday. And finally I found a reason why do I need to continue everyday living. (:

Marina Bay Sand.

2010-08-14T15:27:00.006+08:00

Went there with Matthrew, Weilong, Tianqin and after that Ling came over to find me and we wanted to find Xavier at Pasir Ris Chalet but in the end we the club to find Linken! Hahaha! What a fun night.(:

Plaza sing, dinner, arcade, home

2010-08-14T10:58:00.003+08:00

If I'm not wrong, 5th Aug.€

2010-08-14T10:29:00.003+08:00

Head to City Hall then Powerhouse. (:

Camwhore bitch. (:

2010-08-04T14:45:00.000+08:00

2010-07-27T11:52:00.000+08:00

I used to get sick of things, in a spilt second.

I used to fight things from others and after getting it I don't cherish it.

I used to forget things very quickly and easily.

But,

Why? When it comes to you.

I put up that white flag and I surrender.

I don't know why my mind filled with you.

You smile, your eyes, your lip, your hugs, your smell and it's all you.

Somebody can tell me what to do?

I'm on drug, only you can keep me going on.

I love you, dearest J.

Unknown Stranger.

2010-07-19T18:41:00.000+08:00

Say Hi to Melody! (: I guess it's a little red riding hood version. Thanks to some unknown stranger. Hehehehehe!

Voyage de la Vie @ Resort World

2010-07-12T22:41:00.002+08:00

Pictures are not according. (: Hehehehe, thanks for jacky's treat to watch Voyage de la Vie @ Resort World. Really a great experience, you guys should go and watch! ^^v

Batam 3days 2 night.

2010-07-08T19:30:00.000+08:00

Awesome day and spend a bomb, went Batam with dearest's family to attend their cousin's wedding and shopped till you drop plus shopped till you broke. Hahaha! Alright (: Shall go and watch my show. Bai.

Schedule

2010-06-30T13:22:00.002+08:00

Batam pictures soon!

Pinky promise! (:

Aloha.

2010-06-26T19:39:00.005+08:00

Back to town!

Misses shopping there and I really feel like a million air.

Looking forward for the next trip with dearest.

I wanna spend my entire life with him and going overseas once or twice every year.

2010-06-21T15:42:00.000+08:00

The people often happiest outside are usually the saddest ones inside.

Happy Father's Day!

2010-06-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

Wish you healthy and strong forever.

Sat & Sun

2010-06-20T23:02:00.000+08:00

Saturday; Went out with dearest to Tampines then walk around with Eileen while dearest do something then head down to Changi Village to celebrate his dad's birthday! (:

Sunday; Dearest cooked chicken chop for his family and me (:

I miss dearest! {:

Monday Blues.

2010-06-14T16:44:00.000+08:00

I lie in bed but I can’t sleep
On the ledge but I can’t leap
Even doing nothing is so hard to do, To do
On my tongue but I can’t speak
The simple things are sometimes deep
I only hope that this means something to you, To you
I want to spend my life with you right by my side
Cause when you kiss my lips I see lighting in the sky, That’s like

One step forward and two steps back
Cause love is like a hurricane
When you’re with me I’m on track
We’re riding on the crazy train
I’ll be fine
If you’re mine at the end of the line

Butterflies I want to keep
I try to laugh but I just weep
There’s something about you gets me just so deep inside, Inside
I want to spend tonight just looking in your eyes
I feel like a millionaire but I don’t have a dime

Independent.

2010-06-08T22:08:00.000+08:00

I have told my dad and mum about going overseas to study at Australia! (:

Hopefully my plan will success and I'll be back in 3 years time.

I love you, daddy.

2010-06-07T10:28:00.001+08:00

At age 8, your dad buys you an ice cream. You thanked him by dripping it all over his lap.

When you were 9 years old, he paid for piano lessons. You thanked him by never even bothering to practice.

When you were 10 years old he drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked him by jumping out of the car and never looking back.

When you were 11 years old, he took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked him by asking to sit in a different row.

When you were 12 years old, he warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked him by waiting until he left the house.

When you were 13, he suggested a haircut that was in fashion. You thanked him by telling him he had no taste.

When you were 14, he paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked him by forgetting to write a single letter.

When you were 15, he came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked him by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16, he taught you how to drive his car. You thanked him by taking it every chance you could.

When you were 17, he was expecting an important call. You thanked him by being on the phone all night.

When you were 18, he cried at your high school graduation. You thanked him by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19, he paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked him by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn’t be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 25, he helped to pay for your wedding, and he told you how deep he loved you. You thanked him by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 50, he fell ill and needed you to take care of him . You thanked him by reading about the burden parents become to their children.

And then, one day, he quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART. If you love your dad, reblog.

Care for myself more.

2010-06-01T09:28:00.000+08:00

Friendship isn't about who you have known the longest,

it's about who came and never leave.

Fugly.

2010-05-28T23:59:00.001+08:00

Cause in your eyes, I'd like to stay.

DearestJ! {:

2010-05-24T19:24:00.000+08:00

Nothing can replace you in my heart.

I love you!

Exhausted.

2010-05-22T00:35:00.001+08:00

I wish I am superwoman.

Need to be more patience!

>:8

19/05/2010 ; Wednesday

2010-05-19T23:41:00.004+08:00

Head to bugis and meet a new friend, Min Yi. Walk around and Jacky joined us then Sylvester and Cheehao later on in the night. I bought like sandal and dress. (: Happy girl only. Hahaha, and ling also bought a dress and slipper. Star somemore! {: Hehehe. Hmm, had dinner and wanted to watch movie but in the end, went to play pool. Meet mummy and cab home. Tired day!

Envy.

2010-05-19T01:15:00.000+08:00

Feel like going for a getaway.

I miss dearest vvm.

18/05/2010 ; Tuesday

2010-05-18T23:27:00.001+08:00

MC for two days which is like Tuesday and Wednesday! (: Wasn't feeling very well and I went over to slack with ling then dinner at Tampines with the cliques. Hehehehe. Home Sweet Home. (:

With you around, everything will be fine.

2010-05-17T19:31:00.000+08:00

DearestJ gave me a surprise! (: He in camp order macdelivery for me. Walao, superb sweet lah, I totally didn't expect him to do this. Then still ask me for my house address, I was like for what. He says he wanna buy 4D! Kns. Hahaha! How cute can he be. (:

Maybe because his previous plan fail, but I still prefer the previous plan surprise. The surprise was bring me to Jay Chou concert. Like Jay chou both him and me loves. But concert tickets sold out. >:/ But nvm as lest its the thought that counts. I love my dearest. Although we always quarrel and all but he's still takes the biggest place in my heart.

I love you dearest truck loads.

Weekends! ^^v

2010-05-16T22:48:00.000+08:00

It's finally the long wanting weekend, and we had craving for steamboat and the rest wants to save money so therefore we didn't go join them and we bought the steamboat foods and all. Prepare for dinner. (:* Cool. We spend $40 at NTUC and his father bought like $60 food for steamboat. Like CNY celebration only. Hahaha! Alright, I miss dearest so much! >: Good night! :D

14 May 2010

2010-05-16T22:28:00.000+08:00

Went to meet them after work, had dinner at yoshinoya, then window shopped then sylvester and tianling left for pub and we head to watch movie, LOSER. Hahaha, the movie is not so bad. (: then cab home bcus the movie ended at 1am. Home sweet home.

Sakura Buffet (:

2010-05-10T21:42:00.000+08:00

Happy Mother's Day! (:

Hope you like the treat!

Love you mummy!

Happy Mummy's Day

2010-05-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

OTW to send dearestJ to bus stop then head to meet my family and relatives at sakura buffet. (: Lol. (: Full ttm. I gonna post the sakura buffet pictures tml. So tired, wanna sleep already. Bye. Good night world. Gonna start working tml. Sian but still need to work to shut my mum's mouth. Bb. ):

7 May 2010.

2010-05-09T23:08:00.000+08:00

How's my hair colour? And I bought fake eye lash! (: Like not very nice. Zzz, become girl ttm sia. /: Okay. Bb

Blessed.

2010-05-09T02:59:00.002+08:00

In my life, I didn't lost anything valuable.

This including you, dearestJ.

I love you! (:

♥♥♥

Money like water.

2010-05-06T21:32:00.000+08:00

Had been spending money like water this few days. Went re ben chun yesterday after they finish packing up the chalet. I met them at Tampines. Weilong and the gang of four was there. Hehehe, We order like salmon for 15sets since its free flow. Hahaha, in the end eat until wanna vomit. Hahaha. But I still enjoy. I keep eating alot this few days ever since their chalet. Like appetite opener for my stomach and I hope it don't grow fats. (: Hehehe. After that was Iron man 2. The movie front part boring but almost the end like not bad sia. Lol. (: Home sweet home.

Today went for Btt, sian. Failed. /: I was thinking whether should I continue not, anyway I'm giving it a last try. Maybe one more time fail, I will give up already. Let the guys fetch me in future. (: And get the feeling of being pamper. Hahaha! Gonna dye my hair tml. (: Hmm, what colour should I dye? Dark brown/Bright brown/Blond. Hehehe! :D So excited. Okay. Bb(:

I miss the most impt person in my life now.

21st peeps!

2010-05-05T03:02:00.000+08:00

Aranda country club! (: Celebrating Qin & Ling's birthday! Stay over for the 1st day and went home at 11plus pm on the 2nd day night! So tired, I drink, dance and go high the whole day! (: And I accidently drank others half a cup of pure liq. Kns! I drink down like fire burning on my throat! Hahaha. Wooohoo, but shiok. I like!~ Okay!

2nd day woke up at 12plus afternoon, then had subway for lunch and bowling! {: Then I went home change and all. Then head down for BBQ! Hehehe. Happy to the max. But sad is dearestJ not beside me. }: Anyway I still enjoyed. Love you both! Muacks! ^^

Happy birthday! (:

xoxo

2010-05-04T13:48:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday Tianqin & Tianling! (:

Hope you guys love the gifts that DearestJ and me bought!

Muacks.

Last day of april. (:

2010-05-02T23:54:00.000+08:00

Wore heels to work, head to tamp after work, then head to St james. (: Omg! Wearing heels to club is the worst nightmare, I came back home with 6 blisters and its killing me badly. I feel like quitting my job badly. /: Seriously. Suck! Alright, I miss dearestJ. ):

Black.

2010-04-29T21:02:00.000+08:00

When the sky is dark, and you are all alone locked an empty house.

Feeling scare and insecure.

Who is the first one that comes into your mind?

27/4/2010

2010-04-28T23:00:00.000+08:00

@ T1 yesterday.

25/4/2010

2010-04-28T22:48:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday Eric! (:

23/4/2010

2010-04-28T22:35:00.000+08:00

Tampines mall! (:

Busy week.

2010-04-26T01:19:00.002+08:00

Fb got lots of pictures but I'm gonna sleep after uploading them. Lol. Busy lah, tml starting work already. Got to go update my fb pictures then go sleep. Tml then update my blog with full of pictures. (: Byebye! Good night wormies! :D

Paya lebra - Suntec - Ehub

2010-04-22T01:08:00.000+08:00

Lunch was pasta mania, dinner was fish and co express. Walao, this few days keep going for jobs interview and now I'm so broke because I'm officially an adult fare for taking bus. And my mum scolded me for quitting such a high pay job. Kns, anyway from the pictures above, I went interview at suntec which is like 34 story high. The view is like WOW. O.o And I'm quite interested in this 2 jobs. Waiting for them to get back to me. Anyway, today another company called and I got selected but I rejected their offer. Because I don't like their working environment. Hahaha, tired already. Going to fb to upload photos now. Byebye! (: Good night!

Loser.

2010-04-20T22:16:00.000+08:00

Winners never quit,

Quitters never win.

Anyway I'm big loser, I quit my job yesterday in less than 4 hours. Next time, seriously don't work as a telemarketor. Wth, job pay high but job kns. Lol! This is a lesson to learn. Its about the people there and how bored the job scope can be. Hahaha! Anyway, I got another job today but I rejected basically the pay quite low like $1000 only. Then its working as admin in a repair air con kind of small office. And I need to learn about the air-con stuff which like totally got no interest in it. Worst thing is I don't like to work during weekend. /: And a few company has choosen and called for an interview. And I'm going down to suntec for interview and paya lebra. Hope the pay will be high. Hehehe. Okay. Bb

Melody!

2010-04-20T01:12:00.001+08:00

Thanks.

2010-04-19T00:46:00.000+08:00

Daddy & Mummy bought me a camera, NIKON COOLPIX S230, because my house washing machine break down then they go Courts buy, I was there with him after meeting dearest J. (: And I wanted the latest model for samsung with the screen in front of the digital camera. But they say too expensive. $500plus? Then another one is like $499. They say I dont need so good camera. Zzzz, sian lo! Then get one cheap cheap one. $250. Zzzz, that promoter shuai then my dad keep disturb me and him. Lol.

Doubt

2010-04-16T23:36:00.005+08:00

Need someone to lean on when I'm tired instead of me working myself.

Need someone to be there for me.

Need someone to care me.

Need someone to love me more than I do.

Need someone to give me security.

Need someone to cherish me.

Need someone to put me first instead of others/himself.

Need someone to give me courage to pursue.

Where's that someone?

Bad hunter!~

2010-04-16T17:07:00.002+08:00

Webcam with my lovely yesterday! (: We look funny but who cares. Let pictures do the talking.

Show you our classic face! (: Money can't buy one.

Interview.

2010-04-14T23:56:00.003+08:00

Went for job interview today, and I got the job immediately. (: One hour $10 not including commission. Hahaha, Cool! But from Monday onwards everyday must take mrt to raffles place and walk there. Sian lo. Working hour 9-6pm. Saturday starts training, wish me good luck yeah. Oh, after interview went to Town with Tianqin, Tianling, Jacky and Lydia. :D Did shopping and I seriously can't stand myself for being fickle minded. /: I just bought a pair of shoes only. I stand at the shop and think of should I buy this and that. Haiz.

And I miss dearest so much. I wonder, how is he doing in camp and all. /: Is he doing good? Did he miss me? Did he sleep well? Like rich man son like this, no air con cannot sleep. No computer. No blanket. Zzz, fucked up sial. Jia you dear! (: Always rmb I'm out here waiting for you. (: Ly.♥

Hapiness

2010-04-13T16:54:00.000+08:00

Friday was our 1st yr anniversary therefore we celebrated by having dinner at pastamania and we trained down to bugis to sing at Top One. Lol. Cool leh that place. Maybe you guys can go too. (: Got spray smoke like concert and the spot light and disco light ball. Hahaha, the room also quite spacious. (: Had fun and took train at 6am. Home sweet home.

Saturday, dearest went out with his friends to celebrate his posting out to driving course. Whats there to celebrate sia, nothing better to do. Hahaha. then I meet up with Jacky, Sylvester and tianqin. We head to bugis to shop and dinner. After that train back around 11plus and slack at pasir ris without tianqin. Head home at 130am. Thanks Jacky fetch me to Joey's place.

Sunday, suppose to meet up but due to going out with Joey's parents in the afternoon therefore we didn't meet Sylvester. Lol. Last min. And at night, Tianqin and weilong came to slack at Joey's place. Had mac delivery. It was a fattening day because lunch was kfc and supper mac. Krazy! ): and they head home at 3am.

Monday, went down to bugis with tianqin and weilong and everyone bought at lest a thing home. (: Hahaha, cool right. (: Home sweet home at 8plus 9pm. Dear packing his bag and all ready for driving course. /: Stay in okay!

Today, send dearest off to his driving course and took bus home. He only book out during sat at 12pm and sunday book in at 9pm. Means we only got a day spend together. Must make use of the day fruitfully. (: Okay, feeling empty but not gonna give dearest trouble. Jia you! :D Byebye.

You & Me.

2010-04-09T07:56:00.002+08:00

Happy 1st year anniversary, DearestJ.

2010-04-07T08:50:00.000+08:00

If i can't handle you at your worst, i don't deserve you at your best.

Worried.

2010-04-05T17:00:00.002+08:00

Pulau ubin is madness, I swear. Got 2 embarassing moments, one is this stupid lady who don't know how to ride a bicycle knock onto me which causes 1 freaking big blueblack on my leg near the knee and another one is I fall into a hole on the road. Zzzz, another big blueblack near my ankle. Hahaha! Cool shit I swear! Lol. Okay, anyway I enjoyed! (:

Poly appeal not out yet leh. Walao! Suck! Having this weird weird feeling. I think I can't get in lah. Therefore not putting hope. Weicheng 2.5 enter RP! I 3 cannot enter. What world is it! ): I wanna go one corner emo already. Bb

2010-04-01T23:47:00.002+08:00

Just finished playing basketball, feeling so good! (: Tml ubin day! Yeah(:

Exercise weekend.

Effing upset.

2010-03-31T15:20:00.000+08:00

)':

Break your heart

2010-03-30T14:50:00.002+08:00

“cause i wanted to fly
so you gave me your wings
and time held its breath so I could see
and you set me free”

Faces.

2010-03-29T14:12:00.001+08:00

So sexcited about going to puala ubin with my lovelies this weekend! (:

2010-03-29T00:11:00.004+08:00

I feel like picking a fight with Dearest now, for

fun, laughter, peace and joy. (:

2010-03-26T13:56:00.000+08:00

找不到人說　心裡的寂寞

找不到人懂　怕黑的折磨

找不到命中註定　在一起的那個人

很多人都像我　一個人過生活

Cliques @ Town

2010-03-26T13:55:00.000+08:00

Not the whole clique turns up, like only Tohsheng, Yongming, Nelson (Hun), Michelle, Dion, Christopher and Nicholas. Christopher and Nicholas was like late. We had kobiyashi @ 4pm. Then had Suki Sushi @ 6plus pm. Zzzz, Dion ... Dion ... Lol! Then head over to play Lan, Counter Strike. I was too excited then I don't know how I injure my little finger. /: Home sweet Home around 9plus. (: The clique has finally meet up, more to come okay! :D

Sank

2010-03-26T03:56:00.001+08:00

At times, I feel like rely on a person till ripe old age but obstacles always comes in our way and I'm may not be strong to overcome it alone, I need you.

Go, Wild! ~

2010-03-24T14:47:00.000+08:00

First, wild wild wet!
Because of this wild wild wet trip, tianqin and me went to buy a new bikini. Lol. We are really going wild @ Bugis that day in the fitting room. Make me laugh non-stop. We didn't take pictures in the wild wild wet because all our stuff are in locker. Lol. Pictures start after showering. (: 8 people are krazy in wild wild wet. Running around, laughing at tampon. Making each other drink water. Splashing and drinking water. Yuck. Gross. Lol.

Went home change, and meet up head over to Suntec for the food road show at convention hall. Lol. Its rather stupid for us being cheapskate, tako balls 3 for $2 and 4 for $2.30 ; Dearest and me bought 4 and end up the taste suck and we got to force ourselves eat it because after swimming, I'm really hungry! Lol.

Caught a movie, "KIDNAPPER" Quite saddening, I cried. Haiya, I always cry, I'm a cry baby! :D Lol. Syl use 5$ to catch the stitch. Lol. Cute only, if its me I wont catch stitch because its so ugly but adorable. Lol.

After movie, tianqin, weilong, lydia and tian yao went home and the rest head to sheesha till about 2am and they wanna change location to pub but I don't wanna go drink, sick of drinking. Lol. So we took cab home together with ling, wei qiang, dearest and me. (: Home sweet home. ^^

This week is a loooong weekend. ^^ Loving it but hate it when we quarrel. We both won't give in and keep hurting each other with words and we won't give up till we see tears. Haiz. /:

Trust?

2010-03-18T20:00:00.002+08:00

Went shopping with my lovelies. (: Shopped till I drop and spend $$$ like water (But I got think before I buy leh) and now I'm broke. I need save, save and save. >: I forgot to take pictures with them because we kept walking madly. Now, my back and legs are aching badly. I hope someone help me massage now. Hehehe. Alright. Bb.

Can I put all my trust and faith in you?
Can I believe that you won't disappoint and hurt me?
Can you assurance me like before?
I'm too tired and drend by all this problems.

FML.

2010-03-17T07:54:00.004+08:00

I don't know why, I'm 20 yet I'm still under parental control. Sometime, it just make me feel so difficult to breath. I can't go overseas with my friends and etc. And my dad would be so demanding that he insist on his own way. Why can't my parents just let me have my own freedom and I'm 20 I should be able to think wisely. Yes, I do admit that I love to enjoy and play. But I would also try not to bring trouble to them. Hais. What can I do? I'm feeling so tied down.

Now, even I have a deal with them. Probably, they won't want to listen or insisting on his own right. No wonder, I just feel like staying out late outside and when I come home they are both asleep. I don't feel like communicating with them, especially my dad. Because whatever I do, it just doesn't please him. And once I open my mouth, he will just scold me. Why should I bother to communicate. Maybe, he's doing this for my own good, he should know what kind of daughter I am. The more you wanna hold me tight, the more I wanna getaway.

I feel kinda unfair, as my elder sister like can get more of her things her way before 21 but why can't I? They pay part of her driving fees for her but I don't. Is this called bias? And sometime, I don't understand what they thinking, they ask me go find job because I'm old enough already. And sometimes they say, haiya, you so young don't go oversea with your friends because dangerous and you don't know how to take care of yourself. Fuck it, seriously. So, am I old or young?

How long more can they hold on to me? Now, he just make me feeling more firm of my decision. My path is always lead properly. Like at times, I just feel like not going poly but they insist on me going poly, Poly is a need for you and your better future. So must go poly!!! Even how much I feel like giving up, I didn't. Who can understand me? I'm 20 and I know what should I do, what should I not do. I just need their faith and trust in me, thats all I hope for. )':

Enough of ranting,
I hate my life!
Byebye.

♥.♥

2010-03-15T20:52:00.004+08:00

It's really crazy, I can't believe that
I'm falling so deep in love with you, boy.

Baby.

2010-03-15T08:39:00.000+08:00

Just had Mac breakfast with Dearest J. (: After that he head to Flyer with his friends and co. Hmm, Monday seriously blues. But I have plan later, plan A - Should I call up friends to ask them out for movie or shopping. Plan B - Should I just rot my day today at home and watch finish all the drama series? Walao, Why am I always so undecisive? Tsk! Hate it. My F1 cert still with Hun. Idiot. Lol. Quickly come pass it to me la, hun! Oh, and yesterday veron aka ronron called me. Ask me Sat go for basketball training? Should I? Lazy sial and my bball shoes lost. LOL! Tsk! My sister batch also going too. ):

Pissed.

2010-03-12T01:42:00.000+08:00

I think dearest's J can throw away his hp already because I keep calling and nobody pick up! Damn pissed. Same goes for my sister. Whats the point of carrying a cell phone when someone call you dont pick up or didn't hear it? Tsk! Angry die me. I can kill some one now, who wanna try me?

Happy?

2010-03-10T00:38:00.001+08:00

Few months back, I actually told myself after few months later is gonna be over and now I actually feeling kinda upset because I graduated. Away from all my friends and cliques. /: Kinda contradicting I know. And I would miss my lecturer who always catch my school shoes and another who used to be our lecture to scold me all the bad words for in joking tones. I would also miss cafe1, 2 and lobster house. (: It just happen so quick that I just blink my eyes and 3 years is gone. Now, its only having gathering and keeping in touch. So cliques, remember to go club/movie/shopping together okay! Gonna miss everyone of you in ITE! :D

And hope to see some of you guys in poly! (:
Misses very much, especially Hun!
I didn't see you like for many days including today.
See, who ask you sit so behind. Idiot!
Tty, soon! (:

OH! &

HAPPY 11th MONTH DEAR! :D

With you.

2010-03-06T12:28:00.000+08:00

Disheartening.

2010-03-03T13:07:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling alittle emotional now. Its because of stupid Public Relations coming exam that keep me so tends and fucking stress up. /: I recap what I study the whole entire day notes in the end before I sleep. And I tell myself if I forgot then I can't sleep, continue study until I remember. Like fucking insane right. Yes, this exam is driving my krazy!

I thought I know unit 1,2,7 & 8. But, after today past year paper mock test. I felt I need to work even harder, because almost everything need fucking explanation! And, I fucking don't know how to explain them all, ALL! Urghs, Haiz!

Sometimes, I wonder whats the point of living? Why are we born in this world? Earn money? Stress? Suffer? At times, I feel ... world is all about money that keep things going. If no money, no cert means road sweeper in future. If not others will detest you, and look down on you. So therefore, I'm trying my best to get a better education. Chiong-ing my exam like almost every single day now. When I only left with 3days excluding weekends. }: Fucking sad.

Haiz, I gonna go one corner emo now.

Bb.

27/02/2010

2010-03-01T17:20:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday to Jaydon! (: Went to his birthday celebration created by his parents at ECP chalet. Hahaha, feel like eating his chicks wing! Like damn shiok only. Hahaha, and jaydon is getting more and more chubby! x: Heavy only. Hahaha, his parents pamper him alot because by the cake and aga aga is all his fav cartoon charc. And the Cake cost $150, damn ex lah! It doesn't taste nice. Haha, waste money for the looks only. Maybe bcus in the cake there's jaydon in the center with winne the pooh and mickey mouse. Anyway happy 1st birthday jaydon! (: Hope you enjoying being throw up high. Hahaha, Bye!

Krazy!

2010-03-01T16:33:00.000+08:00

I'm counting down to end this stressful feeling in 8days.

Once I think of enjoying with dearest, I can't stop putting smiles and smiles on my face. Hahahaha! And I have the whole world time relaxing, playing and watching my drama series! Wooohooo, I like it! (: So dear god, please let time pass faster so I could enjoy to the max after the last paper. And we have plans already, to escape theme park and wild wild wet. Although its nothing big but Weilong got the tickets for free! Haha! Cheapskate us! But who cares? So looking forward to enjoy! Okay! Gonna go fb to feed my petpet, watch my drama series and studyinggggg. ): Shall end here, BOO!

2010-02-28T20:11:00.000+08:00

I wanna have photocopy machine brain!

25/02/2010

2010-02-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

Joey's uncle wedding on Thursday. (: I'm here wishing them a Happy Marriage! :D

Wondering.

2010-02-24T15:46:00.002+08:00

I'm being a good girl yesterday staying home the entire day to study. Okay, not only study but I also got watch tv, shows, browsing net and nap. Lol. I study for like an hour? Then I cannot resist the television. Hahaha, I only left with 13 more days to exam and I have 7more units to go. Lol, My target for ytd was 2 units but in the end 1 unit and I KO. >: Useless me. And I'm going out today and so on for the next few days due to Joey's uncle wedding and all. No more AOA peeps! (: I just received Mr aw text, AND I'm (inserting a smile). Hehehe, therefore no need to attend school tml and friday lesson starts @ 10am. Woohooo!~

I'm gonna go fb and feed my pets already.
Byebye! :D

Runaway.

2010-02-22T15:30:00.001+08:00

You said you were looking for happiness

but when happiness comes,

you run away and

you said you don't deserve it

Not so easy.

2010-02-21T02:33:00.002+08:00

I guess I probably announce to the whole world how pain my ulcurs is and it is really that painful when you drink a slip of water it can cause you tearing. And you can't even sleep sideway because my mouth is swallon and it will press against the pillow. And its so terrible that I have drop literally 3kg. From 48 - 45kg. Look its seriously this bad but ... Should I be happy or sad? \: I tried all kind of medicine from western doc to chinese medicine shop and to pharmacy but it still dont work.Can you believe that the pain causes me to be crazy that I put salt on it. Urghs! Blame on those 4days of bbq straight, super spicy chilli and not enough water. : Alright, enough of ranting. Good night. ):

15/02/2010

2010-02-15T22:00:00.000+08:00

Chu 2 ~

Say Hi to Jaydon! (:

2nd day of CNY! (:

2010-02-15T14:15:00.000+08:00

I love this crazy bitch sis of mine. (:

Red♥

2010-02-15T00:53:00.001+08:00

I look freaking boney here. Hahaha, especially my finger. Hahaha, Alright, I love red and its lucky during chinese new year. (:

2010-02-13T17:24:00.000+08:00

Good Looks attracts the eyes, Personality attracts the heart

Happy New Year.

2010-02-13T16:44:00.001+08:00

Firstly, Happy New Year and seriously other than the money going into my pocket and the holidays I seriously dislike chinese new year because it's so boring. I don't really see souls walking on the streets, shopping mall doesn't open, and its freaking boring staying @ home for almost 3days. >: It's like kind of wasting my days. And I have nothing to do now at home. Mummy end work at 5pm and coming back home to have renuion dinner. I guess dearest now is playing poker with his family. Hahaha, as usual. (: Counting down my rotting days. 3 more days. >:

}:

2010-02-11T23:57:00.000+08:00

Dearest now is enjoying with his friends and here I'm wondering what is he doing? So late already still not home yet. Sighs. Next time I will also go out with my friends till so late let him worry. Roars! ): I don't know, just keep thinking what is he doing. Am I crazy or retarded! Is he really in love with me? Because when he is enjoying he tends to forget me. Maybe we are not serious with each other? /: I shall go rest already. Whats being in a relationship means? Sighs, okay! Bye.

2010-02-11T12:47:00.000+08:00

I started to have anxiety attacks over you. You know, the one's where my chest constricts and I can't breathe. Guess it's hard to breathe without you.

Meet me halfway.

2010-02-09T22:10:00.000+08:00

Quite true, Very true and extremely true. (:

Your big day,

2010-02-08T16:25:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to you, bob! (: Even though you are no longer here with us but I remember you as a closest friend to me. And I still can even remember how much fun we had, hope you remember too. Nobody can ever make me forget you when I only know you for 3mths yet you actually did leave footsteps in my heart and my life. Today is your big day but I didn't visit you because I was held up for poly application and school ends at 4pm. Sorry, but I did ask Sylvester to buy your most favourite drinks and cigg. Hope you like it. {: Never ever will forget you.

Yours Sincerely,

Esther

If everyday were like today,

2010-02-07T23:58:00.001+08:00

Today, dearest J's parents and his sister went Jb and left him at home. So we settle dinner ourselves. Went down to supermarket NTUC to buy chicken, mushroom, and more for the chicken chop ingredients. (: Dear is so annoying, he thinks he really a chef. He explains all the steps when he is cooking in english and trying to slang. Lol! Funny, then we bought fries for cheese fries because he know I loves cheese fries! :D So good right, had a very awesome dinner. Thanks baby! :D

Replay.

2010-02-05T12:53:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went singapore flyer with Long, Qin, Dearest and me. (: Walao, the height make me scare only. Hahaha, Joey says we look like tourist but I like because experience what. If not my overseas friend ask me eh did you take the singapore flyer before? Then I'm like no, then they will say eh you singaporean why never take before. Hahahaha! No must try. I also wanna go Universe Studio Singapore to play all the rides. Wooohooo!~ So looking forward. Yeah ^^ Monday test only Public Relation but I haven't study yet./: Awww, sian .... Okay, Tianqin is waiting for my pictures. Hehehe, sorry for waiting. Bye! :D Love you guys. (:

Happily Ever After.

2010-02-04T00:30:00.000+08:00

Purely happiness, I missed those time when we have fun together. I really wish time could stop during those happy moments. Or are they will only ment to be kept by memories. I miss that old you, that only care for me. }:

I got a life. (:

2010-02-01T17:10:00.001+08:00

Having family meeting later. And after that I'm going over dearest's place because I'm not going school tomorrow! (: Yeah! Maybe in the afternoon, I'll meet up with my lovelies. ^^ I finally found someone who has the same feeling of how we feel about the "sisters" at home. Right, Dion? (((: Love it when someone understands how I feel. ♥

And I couldn't stand those Beng's in our school that keep on looking at girls and wanna find trouble! Wtf, they got no self esteem sial. Kns, Get a life. {:

Luck.

2010-02-01T16:00:00.000+08:00

Hey people, I'm in school now. Feeling superb tired, I don't know why .... I got nothing to blog about but I need to find something to do if not I really sleep in class already. /: I just bought a omnia 2 cover and it's red but it's not nicer than Michelle's phone cover! Hers damn nice. @.@ Class ends at 4pm and it's 4pm now, but nobody is leaving class. }: Alright, I better go now. If not later too lag to log out. Bye!